LOL,
tale of two chapters is undergoing editing. Due to some changes in characters. Next round up it will be story based. =)
Updates ... new phase now. In the transition process. Are we here to see what's in it for us? Has our fate been written? Or we have to write ourselves. Someone powerful up there have plans for us.. but we write our own destiny too =)
So here you go.. On a new sail in a route that is never ending... a compass in hand you ask yourself.. where are you heading ...
Signing off
Mich
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Chap 3: The reasons Behind (snippet)
Sorry about the 3rd chapter. It has to be revised soon! up by end of november :D
Snippet:
She didn't understand it
Why he could take this so lightly
He was always letting her to dominate
To control
She thought it was all
cause he wanted to get her
But the fact wasn't
He loved
And he cared
He didn't mind
He knew
All he wanted
Was just the best
And ... it was never shared
by him to her
by her to him
That she don't see the purpose
She wanted more communication
But he gave in all the time
He hides his setbacks
He says he's okay
But it is obvious he isn't
Whyyy?
And that's a woman understanding a man
to be continued
Snippet:
She didn't understand it
Why he could take this so lightly
He was always letting her to dominate
To control
She thought it was all
cause he wanted to get her
But the fact wasn't
He loved
And he cared
He didn't mind
He knew
All he wanted
Was just the best
And ... it was never shared
by him to her
by her to him
That she don't see the purpose
She wanted more communication
But he gave in all the time
He hides his setbacks
He says he's okay
But it is obvious he isn't
Whyyy?
And that's a woman understanding a man
to be continued
Monday, November 16, 2009
I hate it when I need to admit the fact that it was my mistake. ROARRRRSSS
why la. And knowing that I could make a difference then makes it worst. But now the last assessment is what I need to focus about. GOSH WHY ...
and I know this ain't gonna help me.. but i shall emo a while =)
why la. And knowing that I could make a difference then makes it worst. But now the last assessment is what I need to focus about. GOSH WHY ...
and I know this ain't gonna help me.. but i shall emo a while =)
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
The tale of two lovers Chap 2
I saw her at the cafeteria today
she looked really tired
she ordered some coffee
And I know it isn't her first
I started to walk over to her
And ask if she's alright
I stopped then
Thinking
I wanted to care for her
But if she's busy
I guess I shouldn't interfere
Maybe it wasn't needed
For the first time
He didn't go for what he felt like doing
He grabbed his sandwich
And head back to his workstation
It was weird she thought
How come he didn't came to say Hi
Maybe he didn't notice me
Maybe he was just too busy
It slipped of her mind again
She took her coffee
paid the cashier and left
Her mind is filled with work again
...
The clicker moved to the sent icon
There goes the last submission
He relaxed on his chair
And looked up
There he found a picture of her
With him taken
He sighed
He immediately checked the mailbox
Nothing came around
Being busy all this while
He hadn't been not thinking
about her,missing her
He wonders how was it
On d other side
To bed he heads
Reminicsing the past
He held on to his mobile
Typing the very first text
To herJ
ust spill your heart out he thought
On the other side
She didn't notice
Being busy too,
It didn't appear to her
That something was missing
Despite what had happened
In a late night discussion with her mates
She giggles through the jokes
A form of stress release she says
While she sips her Nth cup of coffee
Till a text came
And it reads
Honey,It has been a while now
How are you coping with work
I'm just done with mine
Wanna meet up sometime?
She smiled seeing that text
She got excited
She typed yes, over lunch perhaps
Just as she wanted to click send
Her rational sinks in again
She thought for a second,
...
...
To be continued
(what actually happened??.. chapter 3)
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
The tale of two lovers
A gust of wind
Flipped the book opened
She held on to it
As she lifts her head
Sending a chill down to her spine
She hurries indoor
Calming herself down
Her mind wonders off again
He hadn't been giving up
Since the past few months
Giving me all he could
Ensuring, no pressure involved
Despite us being far apart now
He did his best to be there
Made effort to share
And always there to care
Days had past
It is now months approaching
Have things changed?
Or it was all this while a misunderstanding
She was worried
Worried that it'll take up too much of his time
Worried that it will not end up as he wished
And this could hurt him so badly
She didn't want him to put more effort
She doesn't want to see him suffer
She refused and disallow him to move further
And it was all because she cares
He was confused
He didn't know what to do
Then to give her the best
Meaning? Listening to her commands
Suddenly he felt as if
He has no power at all
He thought deep
And had a monologue
Despite how hard you try
You put effort
You give all you can
Sincerity was all you have
But when it is not yours
Not your decision to make
You have no say
But to listen and remind yourself
Come what may..
Changes, yes you have made
But your best
Is not what people take
He sits down saddd
She knew how he feels
But she thought it was best for both
Rational seems to be the excuse
But it was a reason, that no one could defend on
She asks for forgiveness
Something he could instantly give
She asks for share of feelings
Something he held on, a secret he keeps
Perhaps love
Is just not enough
Perhaps effort
Is just not sufficient
She held her book tight
As she leaves the place
She saw him coming
He stood up to her, and say
My dear precious
I know I dont deserve your love
Have I yet to be assure about our future
We choose this path months back
And now that it has been clarified
My heart sank for sure
But dear dear,
despite that it hurts so bad
I held on to my principle
Love comes with a price
If one is willing to sacrifice
It is not the outcome that matters
It is the truthfulness that we both share else, it shatters
He held her hands tight
As he tears
He looked into her eyes
And whispered three words
I told you before we started
That freedom is what I give
And decision is yours to make
You had taken the chance
And my words I will keep
I guess if not, you wouldn't have said yes
We wouldn't have even come to this stage
He kneels before her
Heads down he whispers
She held her tears behind
Listening to what this man has to say
Distance made a difference
With distractions and busy schedule, to make things worst
I am sorry I could not let you go
But if it is what best for you
Your command,
I will follow
He stood up
And had his back against her
He wipes off his tears
And walked away
They parted on separate ways
Each moving ahead to the coming days
They stood suddenly looking behind
The eyes met, the heart asks their conscience..
Has it been the end?
Anxiously waits for chapter 2
Flipped the book opened
She held on to it
As she lifts her head
Sending a chill down to her spine
She hurries indoor
Calming herself down
Her mind wonders off again
He hadn't been giving up
Since the past few months
Giving me all he could
Ensuring, no pressure involved
Despite us being far apart now
He did his best to be there
Made effort to share
And always there to care
Days had past
It is now months approaching
Have things changed?
Or it was all this while a misunderstanding
She was worried
Worried that it'll take up too much of his time
Worried that it will not end up as he wished
And this could hurt him so badly
She didn't want him to put more effort
She doesn't want to see him suffer
She refused and disallow him to move further
And it was all because she cares
He was confused
He didn't know what to do
Then to give her the best
Meaning? Listening to her commands
Suddenly he felt as if
He has no power at all
He thought deep
And had a monologue
Despite how hard you try
You put effort
You give all you can
Sincerity was all you have
But when it is not yours
Not your decision to make
You have no say
But to listen and remind yourself
Come what may..
Changes, yes you have made
But your best
Is not what people take
He sits down saddd
She knew how he feels
But she thought it was best for both
Rational seems to be the excuse
But it was a reason, that no one could defend on
She asks for forgiveness
Something he could instantly give
She asks for share of feelings
Something he held on, a secret he keeps
Perhaps love
Is just not enough
Perhaps effort
Is just not sufficient
She held her book tight
As she leaves the place
She saw him coming
He stood up to her, and say
My dear precious
I know I dont deserve your love
Have I yet to be assure about our future
We choose this path months back
And now that it has been clarified
My heart sank for sure
But dear dear,
despite that it hurts so bad
I held on to my principle
Love comes with a price
If one is willing to sacrifice
It is not the outcome that matters
It is the truthfulness that we both share else, it shatters
He held her hands tight
As he tears
He looked into her eyes
And whispered three words
I told you before we started
That freedom is what I give
And decision is yours to make
You had taken the chance
And my words I will keep
I guess if not, you wouldn't have said yes
We wouldn't have even come to this stage
He kneels before her
Heads down he whispers
She held her tears behind
Listening to what this man has to say
Distance made a difference
With distractions and busy schedule, to make things worst
I am sorry I could not let you go
But if it is what best for you
Your command,
I will follow
He stood up
And had his back against her
He wipes off his tears
And walked away
They parted on separate ways
Each moving ahead to the coming days
They stood suddenly looking behind
The eyes met, the heart asks their conscience..
Has it been the end?
Anxiously waits for chapter 2
Sunday, November 8, 2009
I'm not encouraged to be cheesy elsewhere. So I guess I still have rights to be cheesy over here?
Lol.. what is cheesy anyway?
Youth Congress was a blast. Everything went on so well!! It was great to have a great team and also great facilitators that I am grateful of. I owe them one :)
Love you all peeps. And also the participants. Sustainability is what we are looking for. Are you ready? to apply what you gained?
=) Weeeeee exam schedule starts today. And let us see where are we heading. Remember, whatever it is, it will soon be over, the competition the event the public speaking the exams. There is fear and anxiety. But fear at the right thing, cause if we do.. then we will take relevant actions to eliminate that fear. Be very afraid, be very afraid..
About love... sometimes we cannot be too stubborn about it. In a relationship, we talk about trust, tolerance acceptance as well as love. My mum once said, you don't need to be dying over it (yiu sang yiu sei) .. so long when you're doing something you have that person in your heart, it is enough. Need not to be obsessive or possessive.
That is what love will grow to isn't it? "Mushy"ness and lovey dovey only happens at the start of the relationship, and it soon turns to trust.
In my view, I do not think so.. we have to keep the sparks on, and it has to be a mutual effort. =) You need to be lovey dovey, and mushy.. but with a condition, it must come naturally, do it cause you love them and you want to, not cause you have to or because they are your other half..
That person will then know, that you have them in your heart always and forever =)
Do not push, but make effort to make it last.. do not give up.. and continuously upgrade yourself, to make yourself deserving and worth their love. For in the end, even if it turns out to be sour..
You had done your best, and it is only God who decides both of you are not meant to be together. That is something you can't control. For something that you can? Do take action..
Lol.. what is cheesy anyway?
Youth Congress was a blast. Everything went on so well!! It was great to have a great team and also great facilitators that I am grateful of. I owe them one :)
Love you all peeps. And also the participants. Sustainability is what we are looking for. Are you ready? to apply what you gained?
=) Weeeeee exam schedule starts today. And let us see where are we heading. Remember, whatever it is, it will soon be over, the competition the event the public speaking the exams. There is fear and anxiety. But fear at the right thing, cause if we do.. then we will take relevant actions to eliminate that fear. Be very afraid, be very afraid..
About love... sometimes we cannot be too stubborn about it. In a relationship, we talk about trust, tolerance acceptance as well as love. My mum once said, you don't need to be dying over it (yiu sang yiu sei) .. so long when you're doing something you have that person in your heart, it is enough. Need not to be obsessive or possessive.
That is what love will grow to isn't it? "Mushy"ness and lovey dovey only happens at the start of the relationship, and it soon turns to trust.
In my view, I do not think so.. we have to keep the sparks on, and it has to be a mutual effort. =) You need to be lovey dovey, and mushy.. but with a condition, it must come naturally, do it cause you love them and you want to, not cause you have to or because they are your other half..
That person will then know, that you have them in your heart always and forever =)
Do not push, but make effort to make it last.. do not give up.. and continuously upgrade yourself, to make yourself deserving and worth their love. For in the end, even if it turns out to be sour..
You had done your best, and it is only God who decides both of you are not meant to be together. That is something you can't control. For something that you can? Do take action..
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